Keeping up with everything.

I was just talking to a friend yesterday and said person was telling me about how there’s this current love of their life that they so wanna have/hold/fuck (you get the idea).

I find it sweet that this is actually happening- not many of my friends i know tell me about the whole “oh I love so and so and I did this and that”, not since the oh-so-eventful-days of elc. Oh the flirting and the dropping of hints, the ” OMG do you think she got it?” or “OMG do you think she likes me?” simply was so fun now you think about it. Instead now its “OMG ASSIGNMENT/EXAM/LAB REPORT” which so does not bring the same vibe.

I remember I was such a love nut back in elc that when I had that crush on so-and-so, I actually went online to learn up elvish (LOTR style) and construct a lovey-dovey phrase in that language. Everyone would be like, “whats that?” when they see my msn nickname, and I’ll proudly announce that its elvish. Good god. Throw me in some tight clothing and call me a fag.

Faggy as it ma get, I really miss those days. I kinda wonder what happened to that side of me, regardless of how teenage-love-crush it was. I think we all still need abit of that in our lives. I was laying in bed (and missing my bolster) yesterday when I thought…Oh nevermind what I thought. Dammit this is why blogging doesn’t work that well. I can’t really convey what I’m thinking right now or everyone (especially Jeff) would start laughing at me ” AHAHAHAHA stupid science nerd is being gay!”

I really don’t know where this is going. Yesterday I was online doing my healthy dose of stalking on facebook when I came across this girl whom I thought was like really hot. I showed it to everyone and they were like…she’s fat. I was like “FUCK no she’s got curves man!” and I realised- maybe these guys just like their girls…skinny. I don’t. Skinny girls look weak (my opinion anyway) and I’m an ass man so a girl with no ass is a total turn-off. Okay now calm down I know I’m no Brad Pitt but its just my thoughts okay. I’m just typing as I think, so bear with me. Anyway I’m deviating again. So back to this girl- Wei Xen saw her and he was like “HEY I know this girl! want me to intro?”  I said no like 50,000 times and proceeded to say…”I know what league I’m in”

Which got me thinking, really, What league AM I in? And does it really matter? I mean yea everyone will quickly go’ No of course it doesn’t matter, yada yada” but thats in an IDEAL world.We’re talking about the real world here…and thats the world we live in.