Keeping up with everything.

For me I would assume that the worst is over.  GEN3040 has passed, and so far. All the papers I have sat for have surpassed my expectations. In a good way, of course. They have all been much…smoother, so to say, to work through then what I’ve expected when studying for them. I would say I have a chance of geting distinctions, but I really wouldn’t bank on it. Really though, here’s to hoping.

This morning I found myself going into google maps and actually locating my house. I went a step further and stared at midvalley, 1utama and so on…and I literally found myself pining…yes PINING for them, my house the most. I found myself imagining my front entrance, the living room, the comfortable massage chair, the lazy chair my dad sleeps on on Sunday afternoons with the Star newspaper next to him, my grandmother watching those her chinese serials, my grandfather sitting on his stool reading the newspapers, my mum in the kitchen. I walk up the stairs and burst into my sister’s room, going YOOOOOOOOOOO! finding her busying herselfwith wor(as always) and as she responds, I hear my brother banging away at his drums on the third floor.

Oh I miss home so, so, so much.

Not that I don’t like it here. Despite my entries, I find the engineering bunch extremely entertaining with Roo-bet, HUMP-freeee and Ron Jeremy, to the crazy episodes of Hard Gay and enless DOTA-ing sessions. I would admit that although I still feel rather like an outsider, this few weeks with them has drawn me much closer, for me at least, to the jolly bunch of nuts. I try as much as to fit it, mix around and laugh hard, though I find that even with the effort, it hasn’t really paid off. Ah well. A step at a time. I’m happy with what I have at the moment.

Today’s weather was awesome. it was cool and breezy, with not a hint of sun at all. I am really starting to like the cold, and I seriously cannot fanthom on how I would cope with the heat come summer.You might notice I’m blabbing about everything else under the sun,haha, but yea I am trying to do that. I wanna just…express.I seems like the most therapeutic thing for me right now, to just talk to this unknown reader, if any, about what comes to my mind at the moment. Maybe I do miss times where I could talk to Eric, or Philip, Nima or Maxine, you know? They may not be long talks, nor deep ones, but they are a form of interaction and I find that I cherish them now that I don’t get to do it.